Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Thursday, November 27

yummy ~

mum cooked sweet and sour pork !

it's been a long long time since she last cooked it .

hmmmmm ............

there's a lot of things i wanna and need to do .

here it goes :

*go buy shiuan's prezzie

*go marina bay eat steamboat with bimbos

*seoul garden with ruth ! my beloved bimbo . heh . sound so lest .

*go with alicia to get her seamonkeys ! i wanna be their godmother . heh .

*go out with my dear kian . hah . explain everything further down . not go out with him alone though .

*pool pool pool . my hands are itching ! *scratch*

*thousands of rides in dad's new car ! weeeeeeee ~

*urghh .. art project ! *spoils my whole holiday*ignores*

*tan tan tan . i want a tan !!!!!

* fit fit fit . go gym ! ruth said i won't keep the routine of going twice a week . i'm going to prove u wrong !

*kian and alivn owes me a treat !!!

*party party party .

Holidays are just not enough !!!!!!

i got so many things to do and i haven't even completed 1 yet .....

like i said ...

the art project is driving me crazy ! urgh . my mum's like nagging me to get it done .

my .... and whole body itchs ! i wanna play pool . go gym . shop till i drop dead !!!!

my dad's got a new car which means i'm going out every night ... a least for a spin .

my dad's crazy about cars . if he was damn rich he would already have thousands of cars . hahz .

forget all these ... get on with my dear kian

hahaz ... we are juz playing couples . fun !

he's my dear and i'm he's honey . heh . kinda dumb but fun !

couldn't sleep coz thinking of him and he go have he's golly time play games ! grrrr .

but not just coz of him cannot sleep . who does he think he is ? hahaz ...

i wanna be fit ! ruth said i don't have determination ... i'll prove her wrong ! hmph ~

my mum juz told me she and my dad's going to karaoke on *chrismaz day*

with a group of auntie tai tai somemore ! want me to join them ! *screams*

dunoe wad their going to say abt me ....

ohhh ur daughter got boyfriend anot ? muz invite me to their wedding leh ...

*faints*

i hope i can get my mum to let me celebrate with my frenz ....

i hope i dun go deaf the next day ....

i wanna be alicia's seamonkeys godmother !

|| the girl || : 12:43:00 AM

|| the girl || : 12:36:00 AM

Friday, November 14

MY

name = Angie

piercings = a pair .. duh ~ then one alone ? i'm not gay .

tattoos = maybe ? see first .

height = 158 plus lar .. i'm short .

shoe size = 6

hair color =almost totally black cept for some brownish parts

siblings = 1 annoying sister . older somemore .

LAST

movie you rented = eh . i dun rent movies .

movie you bought = eh ... matrix reloaded ?

song you listened to = cherish this love - a1

song that was stuck in your head = first cut is the deepest . dunoe who sung it though .

cd you bought = i don't really buy cd's now ...

cd you listened to = make it good - a1

person you've called = eh . "someone"

person that's called you = shiuan . talked abt tml's plans .

tv show you've watched = some chinese serial .

person you were thinking of = someone. you know who you are*

DO

you have a crush on someone = nope *shakes head*

you wish you could live somewhere else = i wished i'm staying in a condo . go swim everyday .

you think about suicide = sometimes . but that was quite long ago since i thought about it ...

you believe in online dating = dunoe ? sometimes u meet really great people .

others find you attractive = dunoe .

you want more piercings = i want a belly button piercing !

you like cleaning = i clean when i think it's dirty ...

you like roller coasters = yep . i like the thrill it gives me .

you write in cursive or print = kinda a little of both.

FOR OR AGAINST

long distance relationships = for . it can be a test for trust .

using someone = obviously against

suicide = dunoe . i got sucidal thoughts sometimes too . heh ~

killing people = against ? i'm not sick in the mind or something .

teenage smoking = *cough*

driving drunk = against .

gay/lesbian relationships = weird but ok .

soap operas = uhhhhh ?

HAVE YOU

ever cried over a girl = yes

ever cried over a boy = *nods*

ever lied to someone = yup . who don't ?

ever been in a fist fight = nope . i don't fight

ever been arrested = i dun even commit crimes ...

WHAT

shampoo do you use = green tea . "someone" fell in love with the smell . heh ~

shoes do you wear = i don't wear shoes except school shoes that is ....
are you scared of = dark . being alone .

NUMBER

of times I have been in love? = not going to answer ...

of times I have had my heart broken? = twice by the same stupid guy somemore .. stupid me

of girls I have kissed? = eh . i'm not lest .

of boys I have kissed? = not going to tell .

of girls I've slept (in a bed) with? = never before .

of boys I've slept (in a bed) with? = shan't tell u all ...

of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends = eh .. 2 ppl ...

of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = a couple of times. all cuz of daddy

of scars on my body? = 1 . on my leg . fell of the bike .

of things in my past that I regret? = loads. i'm very sinful . heh ~

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE

pretty = uhhh ?

funny = kind of . my sis thinks i am .

hot = not really . in fact no .

friendly = yup . come talk to me .

ugly = if i have pimples .

loveable = ok lar ....

caring = to those i love, yes

sweet = hahahahs!!!

dorky = dunoe ...

FAVORITE:

5 letter word : dunoe . aye . excatly 5 ! weeeeeee ~

actor/actress : dunoe . pretty can orady .

Candy : i rarely eat candies now . but i like pex candies . and honey !

Cartoon : disney ? everyone of them ?

Cereal : honey stars . weeeee ~ HONEY !

Chewing gum : wringleys

Color(s) : blue and purple

Color nail polish : clear or nude colours .

Day of week : friday

Least fave day : monday . got monday blues . drag going to damn school .

Flower : blue roses !

Jello flavor : honeydew ?

Jewelry : little dangling earrings and choker .

Special skills/talents : i can.. eh ? dance ? hahaz

Summer/Winter : winter.!

Trampolines or swimming pools : POOLS

PERSON WHO LAST

Slept in your bed : me , myself .

Saw you cry : i didn't cry .

Made you cry : nobody .

You went to the movies with : eh . "someone"

Yelled at you : the hamster .

Sent you an email : i don't check my mails now ...

Have you ever

Said "I love you" and meant it? : yes

Gone out in public in your pajamas : no . but i dun wear pajamas . i wear wadevea i like to sleep .

Kept a secret from everyone : forgot .

Cried during a movie : a million million times

Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff : YEP!

Planned your week based on the TV Guide : grins*

Been on stage : primary sch ?

Been to New York : never .

Been to California : never .

Hawaii : i wana go .

China : nope .

Canada: no

Europe: no

Asia : i'm in asia ? duh ~

South America : no . no no. no no .

Wished you were the opposite sex :no !

What time is it now? 10 plus in the night ?

Apples or bananas? : none . mangoes . yes .

Blue or red? : BLUE !

Walmart or target? : huh ?

Spring or Fall? : spring !

What are you gonna do after you finish this? : sleep !

What was the last meal you ate? : dinner . mummy cook ! nice ! yummy ~

High school or college? : ........

Are you bored? : kinda.

Last noise you heard? : myself singing . heh ~ tats a sound ?

Last smell you sniffed? : my sis's softtie MOOSE ! smells like her body lotion and saliva ! ewwww

Last time you went out of state/province? : super long ago

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE

Do you believe in love at first sight? : yup .

Do you want children one day & if so, how many? : one . a guy .

Most important thing to you in a friendship is : trust

Other Info

Criminal record? : nope

Do you speak any other languages? : chinese. but i hate ie lar ...

Last book you read : a child called it ... lent it to hazel !

Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom? : my bed!

Thing you dislike about yourself the most : my pimples !

Worst feeling in the world : the feeling of losing someone

Who you love : bimbo's . "someone" . family . MOOSE,moosesei~hippie. mainly all the soft toys too many to name lar .

Who you miss : "someone"

You

Nickname(s): angie . gie .

Initials: dun have

How old do you look?: dunoe . ask my frenz .

How old do you act?: depends!

Glasses/Contacts: bothh

Braces?: yep . last time . now retainers which hurt my gums,have to get it fixed back .

Do you have any pets?: hamster .

You get embarrassed: sometimes

What makes you happy?: being with my loved ones

What upsets you?: losing a friend. doing badly in an exam that i worked hard in

Finish the sentence:

I Love being with you

I Miss you so much

I Wish that dreams came true

I Hope that ill get a job

I'm Annoyed cuz somenoe got a similar dress as me for d and d -growls- hahahs

I Am not what u thinki am

I Want to be ur girl

I Would Never forget you

I'd Rather be doing something else

I Am Tired of tuition

I Will Always be here, loving you

Have you ever Thought you were going to die: yupp

Wanted to Run away: last time . i can't stand it !!!! grrrrr

Flunked a grade: have i ? ask my teachers ?

Skipped a grade: last time . pre - school

|| the girl || : 7:07:00 AM

Sunday, November 2

i had two days of celebration .

once with bimbo's .

the other with shiuan !

weeeeeeeee ~

had alot of fun .

but it's dead tired .

didn't had enough of sleep .

but i guess i'm kinda used to it .

cause it's like 3 days in a row ?

and i adapt to stuffs very easily .

got to head for sch later ...

tats y i'm up orady .

woke up and saw "someone's sms"

u know who u are . heh .

don't goanna name u . later u blush .

heh .

hope sweetaye*kyer brings the cd-rom later to sch .

i wanna load the pics .

sweetaye . if you see this .

i'm going to send "Bigg monster" the pics of u .

heh .

i'll send some hott ones to him .

make him smile till he's jaw drops .

heh . hope it really drops .

i got dark circles now . goana cover them up later .

it's super dark . ew ew ew .

goana go rest on my bed and get ready for sch later .

|| the girl || : 4:54:00 PM

Friday, October 31

yay ~

tomorrow's my bdae !

bimbo's are going sentosa ! yupiee !

except for hazel . sobz*

she got to rush for her o's

understood . message clear . very clear . heh .

then going town eat fish & co .

after sentosa .

my mum bought me cake today ....

blackforest cake . yummy ~

midnights coming .

happy birthday to me !

|| the girl || : 6:27:00 AM

Thursday, October 30

i'm pissed !

i really am !

what is the *toot* problem ?

it's the eve eve of my birthday !!!!!!

what's the problem ????

huh ? huh ?

**pissed**

|| the girl || : 4:36:00 AM

Tuesday, October 28

simple plan - perfect

Hey, Dad, look at me

Think back, and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

And do you think I’m wasting my time

Doing things I wanna do?

But it hurts when you disapproved all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just wanna make you proud

I’m never gonna be good enough for

You can’t pretend that I’m alright

And you can’t change me

‘Cause we lost it all

Nothin’ lasts forever

I’m sorry I can’t be perfect

Now it’s just too late

And we can’t go back

I’m sorry I can’t be perfect

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don’t care any more

And now I try hard to make it

I just wanna make you proud

I’m never gonna be good enough for you

I can’t stand another fight

And nothing’s all right

‘Cause we lost it all

And nothin’ lasts forever

I’m sorry I can’t be perfect

Now it’s just too late

And we can’t go back

I’m sorry I can’t be perfect

Nothing’s gonna change the things that you said

And nothing’s gonna make this right again

Please don’t turn your back

I can’t believe it’s hard just to talk to you

But you don’t understand

‘Cause we lost it all

And nothin’ lasts forever

I’m sorry I can’t be perfect

Now it’s just too late

And we can’t go back

I’m sorry I can’t be perfect

|| the girl || : 1:43:00 AM

Sunday, October 26

duh ~

i'm rotting at home now .

juz stone in front of the com doing nothing .

didn't go to school today .

coz i woke up and went back to sleep .

guess i was too tired . lar .

i thought i could freak my mum .

coz i didn't tell her i wasn't going to sch .

but too bad . she WASN'T freaked !

she juz came into the room and switched off the air-con !

grrrrrrrr ....

she alwayz does that . hmph ~

but i juz continued to sleep .

heh .

naughty girl .....

|| the girl || : 10:08:00 PM

the hamster died ....

she died on the way to the vet .

i cried a bit ....

but i guess it's part of life ....

and life's precious .

you won't know what's going to happen next .

what if u died tomorrow would you have any regrets ?

any things left undone ?

treated someone badly ?

fight with a friend whom you were closed with ?

said very hurtful words to someone you loved ?

the list goes on and on ......

so the best thing is live everyday with no regrets .....

I MISS YOU HAMSTER .....

after crying went out to town to shop .

my dad bought me a demin halter and hipster jeans

from yin & yang .

for my b'dae ....

|| the girl || : 4:24:00 AM

Saturday, October 25

that goodbye of ur's

taught me how to let go

of love and fly

i'm back !

finally found the time to sit down

and change the layout

been wanting to change .

but juz lazy . i guess .

i like the underworld pic .

nice .

selene's so pretty .

my birthday coming .

hope my friends still remember .

HOPE .

thinking of that . i have to buy hazel rose on her b'dae .

hahz .

|| the girl || : 2:35:00 AM

Sunday, August 3

yay ~

noe wad ?

my sis is sending the Lcd screen for repair tml . and it only takes a week for it to be done .

and while the screen is being repaired . my sis's bf is lending us he's com screen .

so i'll still have computer to use !

weeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

and my sis is getting a new cpu . coz the com is alwayz stuck and corrupted .

and the main cause of this is coz of the idiot cpu .

hope she gets a good one .

yup . i'm planning my shopping list .

there's alot of things i wanna get . here's how it goes :

Brown sandals* ( those tying ones . all the way to the calves or something ? sorta impt . or else got nth to wear when i go out . )

beach shorts* ( the one at cine , hope it's still there . impt . muz buy )

wallet . nice one . ( probably from roxy or wallet shop or something that is nice , i saw one at guess , so nice . but no $ )

silver ring . ( perlini silver )

own hipster skirt * ( hopefully not too short or must as well don't wear . really nice ones . impt too . )

hipster jeans . ( hope mum gets the a nice and correct one from her holiday )

formal blouse** . ( plain ones and nice ones . many of them coz i like . very impt . muz buy ! )

classy heels . ( very classy type and not too high or else i will fall when i walk . )

halter tops . ( plain ones if i can find . )

|| the girl || : 12:51:00 AM

Tuesday, July 29

*are u happy now ?

Hay guys .

i won't be bloging frm now on . coz my com's abit hay-wired .

and my sis is sending it for repair . and i dunoe how long it will be done .

so i won't be on msn . and also the blog will not be updated .

and i dunoe if i can survive without the com . coz all my mp3 are inside and obviously it will be deleted .

files and stuff . ahhhhhhh .

and it will take a long long time for it to be back after repairing .

i've been hoping this day won't come . But it still did . agrrh .

i hate it . no com for me now . -pouts-

|| the girl || : 3:21:00 AM